It's loaded the hard part is done Don't ask me how fast I can run I'll show you Now it won't be too long til the sun comes 'round And shows me how choppy the road's been The nights blur and the days don't feel as long When I'm not focused I wish I'd known this When you told me It's so much more than just some Thorn in your side You said it wouldn't bleed It didn't take much for you To change your kind And kill it but it wouldn't die And I've not some child's mind So tell me love why shouldn't I try To carry on and move along Ain't it just one Little decision it was so Easy to make And I'll control myself I'm willing Detach like there's nothing in the way Oh how silly to think That this could be done so easily A couple of months and I'd be moving on And I hope you tell them what I am Like I know you do A crooked spine had to fix my stance When I needed to But all I feel, is nothing lasts for good So it's all I could do To walk while I still could Dream, I don't dream Nothing lasts or stays clean I'm not like you No sleep, I don't sleep Not lately, fever dreams all about you... Dream, I don't dream Nothing lasts or stays clean I'm not like you No sleep, I don't sleep Not lately, fever dreams all about you And I hope you tell them what I am Like I know you do A crooked spine had to fix my stance When I needed to But all I feel, is nothing lasts for good So it's all I could do To walk while I still could