With trembling fingers I'm attempting to figure out Exactly how to slow my heart beat down Because at this rate I'm in terrible danger of Destroying this entire place I am infected, I've caught the rage You try to escape it but I am contagious I have destroyed everything in my way The people I love will never be safe I can barely see I can't even breathe My body is not what it used to be These bones will break so easily Inside my chest beats the sound of a war drum If I were you, I'd be inclined to run Because my tongue is ammunition Why won't you listen, oh why won't you listen? Pick up the phone, just hold your own You know you can't afford to lose control I better make sure I get the last blow I better make sure I get the last blow I can barely see I can't even breathe My body is not what it used to be These bones will break so easily I can barely see I can't even breathe My lungs are collapsing and I know what's happening This darkness is taking over me When I was a child I was told to keep my hands to myself To not hurt anybody else As I grew older these hands stayed by my sides I never needed my hands to win a fight When I become undone, I'm a darker version of myself I can't trust anybody else And you know, I've tried, to keep my fears inside And even though, I re-compose I don't know if I'll get through the night Make it through the night, make it through the night I better make sure, that I get the last blow When I become undone, I can't trust anybody else