Long ago Back before Memories I believed There would come Time when I Could truly fly Now I know I was wrong To try to run From you No one can save me No one can heal me No one can understand this pain I'm in Maybe I deserve to suffer Maybe this is all my fault Maybe deep down I just wanted to be loved Blaming you is just too easy Blaming me is more the truth I have to face It's my fault (And I'm sorry) Thought that I'd feel better afterwards So I held on so tight Cut the screaming hatred That had controlled my whole life Got to find my Mama now Got to find the only place that I can escape Maybe I deserve to suffer Maybe this is all my fault Maybe deep down I just wanted to be loved Blaming you is just too easy Blaming me is more the truth I have to face It's my fault I'm sorry I was wrong