I caught a cold when I was young
The flavor lasted on my tongue
It went on for years
And now I have these social fears
I've given up on my sanity
Given up on my family
I'm trying to put all the distance
Down the path of least resistance
I wholly miss you in my darkest times
Now you're just standing there, giving me a sign
Fistfights with fists tight
My brain lapsed into momentary white
I take pills to sit still
Still I can't sit still and feel all the feels
Fistfights with fists tight
My brain lapsed into momentary white
I take pills to sit still
Still I can't sit still and feel all the feels
You left me in the winter
February's never been so freezing
And another after December
We're left searching for a
Everything got quiet and I
Couldn't tell the night from daylight
Everything got quiet and I
Hope everything turns out just fine
Long nights spent inside
My lungs choked to let out a vicious sigh
I coughed up my last fuck
Still I can't sit still and feel all the feels
Long nights spent inside
My lungs choked to let out a vicious sigh
I coughed up my last fuck
Still I can't sit still and feel all the feels
You left me in the winter
February's never been so freezing
And another after December
We're left searching for a
Everything got quiet and I
Couldn't tell the night from daylight
Everything got quiet and I
Hope everything turns out just fine
Everything got quiet and I
Couldn't tell the night from daylight
Everything got quiet and I
Hope everything turns out just fine
I'd rather be asleep
I'd rather be asleep
I'd rather be
I'd rather be
I'd rather be asleep