It's been a few years since you've gone now
I know I should of been a better brother to you
I could've been a good son too
But I was way too selfish
You couldn't stay and it's not like I blamed you for it
I wish we had more time to spend than before
I also felt like it was all my fault from the start
I took you for granted
I've said it before I was a dumb kid then
Never thought about the ones that I have loved
And I'm sorry
For what I've done
And I'm sorry
That you're now gone
I've been a been victim of disease
Whenever I think of all of you
I fall
I fall apart
And it's not your fault
Not your fault
It felt like I was all alone in a cold dark room
All because no one around understood
I was searching for a sign
But there was nothing there to find
I've said it before I was a dumb kid then
Never thought about the ones that I have loved
And I'm sorry
For what I've done
And I'm sorry
That you're now gone
I spent this whole damn time running around in a circle
That lead me nowhere
My knees were getting weak so then I fell to the floor
I felt that you were there
You were always there
I've said it before I was a dumb kid then
Never thought about the ones that I have loved
And I'm sorry
For what I've done
And I'm sorry
That you're now gone
I've said it before I was a dumb kid then
Never thought about the ones that I have loved
And I'm sorry
For what I've done
And I'm sorry
That you're now gone