I wanna climb the mountain like I did When I was a little kid But I've gotten so big and tall and wide I'd probably crush it if I tried I miss the pain of the heat on my thighs When the sun had been beating on the playground slides I miss when my world was as small as me Just the neighbor kid and my family I wanna wear my old sundress But I'm so ugly now, I know I'd never fit I wish I felt as pretty as I did When I was a little kid I wanna go back and try again Maybe this time I can win Cause I feel cheated, I feel sore I feel angry, and I feel bored There is no more wonder left Now that I know everything I wanna go back before I knew Anything about the world, or anything about you I wish my parents loved me like I was still their brand new child Before I ever lost their pride Before they knew who I was inside Now I feel heavy and I feel numb I wanna get real stoned til I throw up Cause nothing feels the way it did When I was a little kid