I see you with her and I performatively rejoice I made sure I won this before it began But still I feel some unsatisfied ache At the thought of coming out on top At the thought of coming out on top I know you're still bleeding out dry in the front room But it was unfair to waste your time for so long I guess it wasn't love Just wanted someone to wrap myself around And to fill the holes we should've filled on our own Oh, to fill the holes I should've filled on my own I am a man meant to lose I am a man meant to lose I've tried my hand in winning And I only feel worse I am a man meant to lose I had to hold you To shape you and to mold you Into the perfect young red heart to break It wasn't on purpose, to avenge my soul And it wasn't desire to cause you pain It's hard to understand Even from the upper hand But none of the love you gave was ever in vain There is not as much good in this world As I would've had you believe As I would've had you believe I am a man meant to lose I am a man meant to lose I've tried my hand in winning And I only feel worse I am a man meant to lose