I've came to the point, I must make a decision This money is cool but you can't take it with you Lord, I'm just grinding and making a living I make it so vivid with painting a picture I look in the mirror Feel like I'm lost I do not recognize that man at all Started to build without counting the cost We're all the same at the foot of the cross And if I told you that my life's on the line Would you give a fuck at all? And if I told you I was led by the blind Would you believe me when I said what they saw? There's a monster inside of my head I feel like I'm in danger 'Cause every time that I look at myself I'm staring at a stranger Whoa, whoa, whoa I'm staring at a stranger Whoa, whoa, whoa I don't recognize myself I made it out of the mud by doing dirt, my soul is filthy (uh) Covering up the smell of all of my guilt with Gucci gilded (ooh) Ugly truth in the mirror starin' back, never looked this pretty Findin' peace by losin' myself in self pity Please forgive me Feelin' low, I'm trapped in a cage of expectations set too high Fightin' to live but start to get jealous of all the ones who get to die Ready to ride, our war's inside Pickin' a side, it's hard to decide Split down the middle The great divide, is where all my demons lie There's a monster inside of my head I feel like I'm in danger 'Cause every time that I look at myself I'm staring at a stranger Whoa, whoa, whoa I'm staring at a stranger Whoa, whoa, whoa I don't recognize myself ♪ I'm staring at a stranger I don't recognize myself