And just because I feel drained around strangers It doesn't mean I'm good all by myself I wish that I could wish away this nature And leave all these doubt up on the shelf I'm not a people person so it's always painful I guess I'll plaster on a smile and say hello I don't want to be alone I don't want to be alone I can turn it on and be somebody Somebody that I know they'd rather see, yeah Honestly it knocks the breath out of me And I'm apologizing that I have to leave I'm not a people person so it's always painful I guess I'll plaster on a smile when I go, cause I don't want to be alone I don't want to be alone I wanna stay, but I gotta go I can't handle this But I don't want to be alone I don't want to be alone I don't, I don't I don't wanna be alone now I don't want to be alone I don't want to be alone I wanna stay, but I gotta go I can't handle this But I don't want to be alone I don't want to be alone, now