Oh how it feels to be the one you need The salvation to all your fears I hoped I'd find a soul to keep, but was never sure Feel like a god when you look at me Lift you up when you feel weak I hold your world in my hands, shaking my bones But I'm still crooked and I'm bent Despite my good intent I shout until my lungs deflate Feel you pull away I knew it'd be this hard To keep you where you are Now we're pedaling backwards We never choose to feel the way we feel Circumstances lead us here We only want to find ourselves in another's arms We always want for things to go our way It's not black and white, it's shades of gray Did you believe me when I said that I need a clean slate? Committed acts i'd never do For a chance at winning you Took a cheap shot in a second Felt rotten for a million more Went back on words I preached We walked on glass for weeks Woke with remorse and grief Wish we didn't have to suffer No one else would take this pain But if i went back, I'd choose the same Shed my old life, I wanna be new again I wanna be new again The fear of losing you is haunting me Foolish pride has lead us here I fear the day you find yourself, in another's arms My body trembles when you leave Before I met you I was asleep My body trembles when you leave You're not promised to me, why should you be? The fear of losing you is haunting me Foolish pride has lead us here I fear the day you find yourself, in another's arms The weight of losing you is crushing me Time could harm or it could heal I always let my temper speak, but it doesn't speak for me Words can't fix what selfish tears Hands can't handle what they break When the colors turn red I fear I won't see you again I look to tomorrow for the white morning sun And when the morning wakes our eyes and your gaze meets mine And though we feel unsure of where we are, we both know You brush the hurt from my eyes and say, "we're going home" (Ooh)