Cold lights Woke me up again What's happening, who is it out there? This night Is like a thousand days... Wish I could look into her eyes and pray To crush my fears Mother, "Stay strong", you said But never mentioned the inner darkness Father, I messed up so bad, My promises had perished at the moon What would you do to save her soul? Do I deserve this crown at all? Something inside me wants control, Now they're not here... Why in the world am I awake at night? Why in the world are you not by my side? A thousand years feels like a minute - every sunrise and sunset Reminds me of you, and the time can't heal it Reminds me of how you kissed me goodnight, Though bedtime stories never taught me right. There's so much I never get to say, still, Every night and every day It's only getting colder deep inside... So if I did this wrong, forgive me, I'm too weak to repay my debt; I'll see you at the Bitter End, believe me... To run away To save the day