Used to love going out at night Lately I've been staying in Used to hate gettin' high with you Now this Maryjane be my only friend Got drunk sent a fucked email You wrote back who the fuck sends emails Don't even know what you must think But I'm not the best person when I drink I'm either way too honest or I lie to you Not like it should come as a surprise to you Shoulda gone ahead and let you walk away Cause you were better off without me anyway Been years now Heard you went and settled down Saw pics of your 25th birthday I still hate I'm missing out All the birthdays I missed Shit I didn't say and the shit I did Know I can't erase that Shit I can't take back Look baby I'm sorry sorry You can blame it all on me all on me Look baby I'm sorry sorry You can blame it all on me all on me All the birthdays I missed Shit I didn't say and the shit I did Look baby I'm sorry sorry You can blame it all on me all on me Truth be told you were my better half You know the best things were never made to last You go out with all your friends I get jealous and shit Like who you fuckin' with girl are you suckin' his dick? I fucked it up just like I always do At least I stay consistent and you know it's true Always told me that you're mine and how I needa chill When you go out I text you thirty times and overkill Went from taking trips with your family and shit To only seeing you know when you postin' a pic Saw your new guy at the bar and had to call him a bitch I know he prolly cool and I'm just being a dick I get stupid when I drink when I drink You know that shit ain't always what I think what I think Look anyways I only wrote this song to say That you deserve apologies for everything All the birthdays I missed Shit I didn't say and the shit I did Know I can't erase that Shit I can't take back Look baby I'm sorry sorry You can blame it all on me all on me Look baby I'm sorry sorry You can blame it all on me all on me All the birthdays I missed Shit I didn't say and the shit I did Look baby I'm sorry sorry You can blame it all on me all on me All the birthdays I missed Shit I didn't say and the shit I did Know I can't erase that Shit I can't take back Look baby I'm sorry sorry You can blame it all on me all on me Look baby I'm sorry sorry You can blame it all on me all on me All the birthdays I missed Shit I didn't say and the shit I did Look baby I'm sorry sorry You can blame it all on me all on me