I told myself tonight before I left that this was it
I'll get made up n slap on a smile and this time it's gonna stick
I will be bursting with charisma
I'm the life of the party
I'm the person everybody wants to hang around
Oh what a joke!
I am so sorry if I forget your name
You see I'm chronically incapable of retaining anything
Because I'm constantly inventing stupid conflicts in my head
'Til I'm too stressed out to focus on a single word you said
And now I'm frozen up
It's like my mouth's sewn shut by the inertia
The inertia of the situation
I'm fuckin spacin
I'm spacin out
I'm spacin out