Hate that I think of you everyday
No matter how hard that I try there's no escape
I keep telling myself that I don't love you
But the truth is I do
I just wanna be with you
You're the reason that I need rehab
Everything you do makes me mad
Bartender please refill my glass
You can hear the pain even when I laugh
Oh no, no
Im going loco
I don't feel like I wanna live no more
Everywhere that I go
You're on my mental
Im startin to feel like a widow
My friends keep telling me to move on
But I keep holding on, to a love that doesn't even exist
My love for you is deeper than the abyss
Meeting you was the best day of my life
But it was also the worse
Because of that day im so hurt
So much pain I can't even work
Who would've known you were a liar, a cheater, a schemer
The way you carry your demeaner
It feels like its gonna last forever
Ya always told me I would never find better
You are a liar
Capital L
You a motherfuckin' liar
I can't trust no woman out here
Cuz im startin to feel like theyre wearing a wire
I'm one foot over the ledge
Tryna' get you out of my head
Im one foot over the ledge
Tryna' get you out of my head
If you love me like you say you love me
You would save me right now
I regret the day I met you
I'ma take my life now
I need you out my life
You coulda' been my wife
And everytime that we went to bed
We could of said good night
But instead you destroyed my life
And you know it ain't right
Looking in the mirror
Please make it clear
Tell me the reason that im still here
What am I worth?
And why does it hurt?
I can still smell your sin all over my shirt
I committed the illegal activity
Just so we could take that trip down to Italy
Forever, you should of never told me that
Those words once said you can take them back
I just wish that somebody can take me back
To the day we met
To the day I regret
You just left
And you ain't even break a sweat
Yeah, I got a heart but there ain't no love left
How long will I feel this pain?
You make me feel so insane
I just wanna grab my gun and put a bullet in my Brain
How long will I feel this pain?
You make me feel so insane
I just wanna grab my gun and put a bullet in my Brain
How long will I feel this pain?
You make me feel so insane
I just wanna grab my gun and put a bullet in my BRAIN!
I'm one foot over the ledge
Tryna' get you out of my head
I'm one foot over the ledge
Tryna' get you out of my head
If you love me like you say you love me
You would save me right now
I regret the day I met you
I'ma take my life now
I need you out my life
You coulda' been my wife
And everytime that we went to bed we could of said good night
But instead you destroyed my life
And you know it ain't right