"Hi, I'm just calling to say
That I love you
And I care about you
And I can't wait to see you soon"
I can't pretend it doesn't hurt
You dragged my love through the dirt
I tried to let it go
I tried but it just won't
Leave me alone to rest in peace
I'm lying awake but six feet deep
That's how it feels with your memory
Eats me alive till I'm deceased
You still pretend it's 'cause of me
Look at yourself, your hypocrisy
You said that you needed time to focus on yourself
But now I see that just meant everybody else
If you didn't want it why'd you lie to me
Show me all the things you thought l want to see
I was vulnerable and l let you in
And I really tried to believe again
There's no point in chasing all these fantasies
When I'm worth nothing in your reality
So please
Leave me alone to rest in peace
I'm lying awake but six feet deep
That's how it feels with your memory
Eats me alive till I'm deceased
Till I'm deceased
Till I'm deceased
That's how I feel
With your memory