Miscarried all my methods Reading between da lines got to hectic Now I'm just a heckler Questioned every message till this day I can not help it Damn this Misconception Got some cards chilling in da crevice If I pull em way too soon I'd get boiled Ima devil I thought I lived this level right But I had it backwards damn near this whole time How can I get realigned? Searching for that "peace of mind" Digging for a deeper find Late fees, illegal fines Plug meets, family ties My brother tryna recognize Everyday a different side A seed could grow a tree in Time Stressing only crease da mind Unfolding all these dollar signs The green don't mean it coincide With riches, bitches, all da shine Skating on this like I grind Nine six one eight zero nine Run and play da lotto then Convince me not to buy a hollow tip Playing vigilante Look at where my dollars went Straight to causing violence here Damn, where my problems went I forgot solution now I'm losing all my fucking hair Turning gray by the day How can I show I care when I know really don't We don't play that fake, I won't Socializing is a joke I don't even got that hope So why would I come around Ring you round my rope Timber, we off da boat laugh if it stayed afloat Is it all jokes I believe there's truth in everything That's why there's no holes In my story More solid than da diamond on your wedding ring Yes, I send a ring when I step in room Yea I set da tone That's a sonic boom Got you mumbling, knocked your letters off Like it was never sent in da mail at all I'm ahead, I'm tall I could really fall if I really chose That's affecting every cause Everything I lost When I got it back It all got it fucking tossed Oh my god I'm gone What am I to do Gotta bust a move, make a couple licks Sell a couple a nicks Niggas doing what They ain't doing shit Still hopping trains Fuck that Uber shit I don't need a lift or a hand out I don't need a gift The present damned out They think I'm heaven sent But I'm jammed out Packed, full of shit Learned a lot shit Uncle Charlie still a crip, A blood affiliate I don't get this shit Birdie chirping loud and he still a bitch All that gossiping I might not deal with shit Until I get a grip There I go again bringing violence in What done corrupted me Bring da silence in On da land of free Everything got fees I ain't ask for these Throw it in da trash with da rest of me They say not to give a fuck What you thought of me but shit it's stressing me Now its like you ain't give a chance just get da rest of me Or let me grow up It all got tore up before I glowed up or stepped my flow up Now it's like Now it's like always choked up But you know what The fool get hit once but twice was no luck