The simplest words of challenge
Are messing with my mind
How long can I last
Before I fall apart
The voices of hope
Demanding the coming
If reason and courage
How long can you go
From down to low
Commision and knowledge
Another parade
Of victims, survivors
And failures
The only defence
Is freedom and chance
For progress
Stop screaming at me
I know that you
Don't exist
This fog in my head
Won't fade away
I can't recognize
My own thoughts
And all of the choices
I can make
Bloody mess
They stand in my way
They feel my pain
What I have become
Blood pours down
Eyes closed
No more
The simplest words of challenge
Are messing with my mind
How long can I last
Before I fall apart