I've been hearing hurts Fake smiles all around Tears down my cheeks You may think I'm crazy You may think I'm never blue You don't want to go straining with me When times get intensive You may think I'm sensitive I feel broke inside but won't admit The pains In my heart I can't let go Just strive to survive But I still feel broken I'd pick up the piece and fix me back The pain in my heart The beauty for the pain My heart beat Just for you This sad feel oh yeah it makes me weak I just need you as my pill Can't resist your charm You're like a river of joy so you know You're like the rainbow girl you're beautiful So amazing girl our memories glow I'll feel like I'm drowning now cause you're gone I feel pained eh I feel nailed eh It's like my energy is being drained eh It feels like dirt My heart's now empty It's like I'm loosing my mind can't help it You don carry me go far now you've dropped me halfway I would never have left you if I knew I was being laid off This kinda feeling makes me feel like I'm not enough And I've got these love scars that I'm never ever gon forget oh I'Il strive all the way just to hold you The pains in my heart The beauty for the pain eh eh eh eh eh Eh eh eh ee enh Beauty beauty for the pain eh eh eh eh Oh oh oh woh ohh The pains in my heart I can't let gooo The strive to survive But I still feel broken You're like a river of Joy so you know Would have want you around now but you're gone