Waiting for words
Describing my condition
World changing news
Or just misinformation
Failing as I try to find
Memories in my broken mind
Lines drawn between too undefined
No more lies, please
Tell me I'm okay
But your face already giving it away
I'd be lying
If I said I'm fine
Every night I wake up hoping for a sign
Now I am
A broken man
But I won't let it keep me down
When the sunlight shone
I was happy being all alone
Now the blood upon my hands
Is my own
Even as I live
With needles through my skin
I won't let it end my life
Here it begins
Will to live is hard to find
In memories of a broken mind
But I will leave it all behind
No more lies
Not sure I'll be okay
As sleep escapes me for another night
Simple thirst
Disrupts my stay
In this broken body in this frozen play
Now I am
A broken man
But I won't let it keep me down
When the sunlight shone
I was happy being all alone
Now the blood upon my hands
Is my own
Even as I live
With needles through my skin
I won't let it end my life
Here it begins
Found you in my endlessness
Grounded in my senseless
Necessary defenses
Now my weakness rests
Will to live is hard to find
In memories of a broken mind
But I will leave it all behind