Am I alone with the thoughts that I have?
I'm afraid that I'm scared of myself
Am I the only one to doubt who I am?
Wish I was someone else
Every time I try to swim, it pulls me
Pulls me deeper down
Every time I try to fly, it holds me
Holds me to the ground
It tells me I'm a freak
Drains me
The monster i-inside of me
Freak, save me
The enemy is inside of me
Would be easier to fight someone else
Than the war I fight within
It's impossible to hide from yourself
Ooh, where do I begin?
Every time I dare to dream, it wakes me
Wakes me with a cry
Every time I dare to love, it hates me
Hates me 'til it dies
It tells me I'm a freak
Drains me (drains me)
The monster i-inside of me
Freak, save me (save me)
The enemy is inside of me
Screaming, laughing
The voice is i-inside my head
Freak
Silent (silent), let go, i-inside my head
Love me, can you even love at all?
Show me, show me what I ought to know
Mirror, mirror, mirror on the wall
Tell me, tell me that I'm beautiful
It tells me I'm a freak (freak)
Drains me (drains me)
The monster i-inside of me
Freak
Drains me
The monster i-inside of me (oh, whoa)
Freak, (save me) save me
(The enemy) the enemy is inside of me
It tells me I'm a freak