I try to find myself but it's, not worth it
Not worth it
Life hits us hard sometimes
So we, put down ourselves so easily
Held back, all these tears for years
Now they all come rushing out
Take drugs these demons tell me
But, yeah that should never make me happy
The devil in my head, he's tryna make a sale on me
I tell him go to hell, Lord I'm begging for your help please
Eyes wide open in the middle of the night
Can't tell if its dark, or am I going blind
This battle's controlling my mind
Anxiety, fearing when I'll die
Can't go back to sleep, feeling so weak
All this pain and suffering 7 days a week
I'm losing my mind, our world's crazy sometimes
Never seen world so cold
Yeah we'll make it out I know
Evil has my body, but not my soul
Passing through these walls like a ghost
Life hits us hard sometimes
So we, put down ourselves so easily
Held back, all these tears for years
Now they all come rushing out
Take drugs these demons tell me
But, yeah that should never make me happy
The devil in my head, he's tryna make a sale on me
I tell him go to hell, Lord I'm begging for your help please
I feel so weak, I cannot speak
My bodies aching, so I will freeze
From my head to my feet, on my knees
I'm begging, Lord make me holy
Fighting off demons trying to control me (control me)
Falling in the darkest pit
Struggling to move anywhere I wish
Can't break away from these shackles on me
Waiting for this day to end
Life hits us hard sometimes
So we, put down ourselves so easily
Held back, all these tears for years
Now they all come rushing out
Take drugs these demons tell me
But, yeah that should never make me happy
The devil in my head, he's tryna make a sale on me
I tell him go to hell, Lord I'm begging for your help please
(Help please)
I will Freeze
I don't know what's going on
Everybody's right or wrong
I don't know what's going on
Everybody's right or wrong