Listen closely I'm not the one in your dreams I'm not the one counting the sheep Or the one pretending to be something I'm not Losing sleep over the things that I stress on Questioning how I ever even pressed on Every days a new lesson On how to break me further I'm going insane My brain truly the victim I'm going insane I am the one that bleeds your mind endlessly Heard by no one Your thoughts of manic release Blackens your will I pull the sheets over My face at night I am not alright When I'm alone at night Counting sheep for delight Listen closely I'm not the one in your dreams I'm not the one counting the sheep Or the one pretending to be something I'm not I pull the sheets over My face at night I am not alright When I'm alone at night I'm not alright Counting sheep for delight Losing sleep over the things that I stress on I am not alright