Living in a blur and a constant state of enmity And swallowing every word that he wants to scream Till he breaks and bleeds writhes in his own agony Discovering what he knows he will never be He will never be you His children will never know the hell hes been through Hide in shadows all you want the light will bleed through God as my witness Tip toe through swamps and marshes Held back by a hope you'll understand how important this second chance is But thoughts become mundane Hopes succumb to an indolent atrophy Where did you go what did you say I thought it was forever You said you'd take your promises down to your grave But you lost sight of how much you meant to me I can't forget your face when you got in bed with pride and forgot family This is phantom pain You think you're beyond the crimes Of misery and suffering Of misery and suffering Sad man sad life Exist in pain Are you proud