Take a chance You know you want it be a fucking man You lust for feelings that you never had Disgusted by existence You puked blood on my fucking name You dragged my chances down into the fucking grave My life my choice has been thrown away And i want it I'll do whatever it takes to fucking have it Get out of my way let me dig my own grave And bury me in my own fucking apathy Tear apart my brain bleed out my eyes Let me rot inside my own mind Burn Distort You stand in front of me You tell me i'm not who i used to be I've become a product of envy and lust You dangled right in front of me But i can stop when i want