I saw snow for the first time this year Looks like home 'til it all disappears Mid-December, gets dark around five I hate being alone without the light I missed your call way back in August I should have returned it right away Now I'm alone, I wrap my own gifts I should have convinced myself to stay Oh and I miss my sweet grandfather Christmas was always when he'd say "Family should never leave each other" Now I'm left alone for this holiday Now I'm left alone for this holiday City glows up, all green and red Children excited lay awake in bed Mothers and fathers, up through the night I'm awake, but my day won't be as bright I should have called you back in August I should have invited you to stay Now I'm alone, I wrap my own gifts I shouldn't have ever moved away Oh and I miss my sweet grandfather Christmas was always when he'd say "Family should never leave each other" Now I'm left alone for this holiday Now I'm left alone for this holiday Sorry I've been absent Can we throw the year away I'll be better, I'll be home Flights are cheap in May Distance never was my plan But life gets in the way You won't miss me again You won't be alone another holiday You won't be alone another holiday You won't be alone another holiday