Running away, running away
Running away, running away
It's just another day
Demons come out, and they wanna play
They screamin' aloud, when they in my brain
We don' see the same
So, I gotta do something to numb the pain
(Wait!)
Lately, I been tryin' to change myself
But if I turn back now, I'll hate myself
But, hey, I could take a break, and pace myself
Get the fuck out of my way, I'll save myself!
It sounded believable, right?
But really, that isn't the case
If that was the case, I wouldn't be in this place
Just saying the shit, that I say
I made a lot of mistakes, like running away
Not takin' the risks, that I wouldn't take
'Cause I was afraid, of what they would say
Fuck, whatever they gon' say, I'ma do me
Fuck anybody, that doesn't believe in me
Don't give a fuck, if you see what I see in me
I'm not content, so I'm changin' the scenery
You keep on livin' ya life bein' leisurely
Because it's easier, right?
Fuck instant gratification
Waste ya' money on vacations
Go and have a celebration
I keep buildin' my foundation
I'm sick of
Running away, I'm running away
Running away from my problems
Running away, I'm running away
Fuck, that's all I ever do
Running away, I'm running away
Running away from my problems
Running away, I'm running away
Fuck, that's all I ever do
Running away, I'm running away
I'm running away from my problems
Running away, I'm running away
Yeah, that's all I ever do
Running away, I'm running away
Running away from my problems
Running away, I'm running away
Yeah, that's all I ever do
I'm sick a runnin', I'm feelin' sick to my stomach
I feel like I wanna quit, but I thought it was what they wanted
I see the mountains in front a me
Climbin' 'em at the summit
Reminding me, why the fuck that I'm doin' this
'Cause I love it, aigh!
Would neva' trade this shit for anything
Music is my mission, my everything
Professional, since I was 17
I'll be doin' this, for the rest of the century!
Yeah, I'm sick a running away!
Don't wanna debate!
I know I made a ton a mistakes!
That I wanna face!
I know that I don't wanna be safe!
Of bein' afraid!
'Cause, if I ever wanna be great!
I've gotta embrace!
Everything I'm runnin' away from!
Lookin' at my past!
I can never escape from!
Lookin' at my past self!
I couldn't save him!
Destroyed my house!
And now, I'm livin' in the basement! I'm
Running away, I'm running away
I'm running away from my problems
Running away, I'm running away
Yeah, that's all I ever do
Running away, I'm running away
Running away from my problems
Running away, I'm running away
Yeah
And I'm falling
Prayin' on a shooting star
I know, I'm not okay
Falling
I know, I made a lot of mistakes
I know, I'm not okay
Falling
I been drowning under the weight
I know, I'm not okay
Falling
I dunno where else to go
That's when I found my home, in the basement