Been running away from my room lately It's like I feel that my sadness will stay there At last it always comes after me But that moment of peace helps me see Straight through all the constant memories And it's not that I feel happy But at least I feel joy My muscles sore from all the running My heart tired of constantly loving But back there, where I live I've found people who would try to dive Into the blackhole inside my consciousness To take me back into this place of stability Without thinking about my ability To turn all of their efforts Into piles of anxiety At least they try Straight through all the constant memories And it's not that I feel happy But at least I feel joy I've been thinking about yesterday, When a friend said "embrace yourself" Everything looked a different way 'Twas like opening my eyes for the first time