Been running away from my room lately
It's like I feel that my sadness will stay there
At last it always comes after me
But that moment of peace helps me see
Straight through all the constant memories
And it's not that I feel happy
But at least I feel joy
My muscles sore from all the running
My heart tired of constantly loving
But back there, where I live
I've found people who would try to dive
Into the blackhole inside my consciousness
To take me back into this place of stability
Without thinking about my ability
To turn all of their efforts
Into piles of anxiety
At least they try
Straight through all the constant memories
And it's not that I feel happy
But at least I feel joy
I've been thinking about yesterday,
When a friend said "embrace yourself"
Everything looked a different way
'Twas like opening my eyes for the first time