I came on crashing down without a warning I'll try to get myself through But I can't figure out How to be on my side looking back I wish I knew Yeah, I self-sabotage, showing It's not that hard And every time I do, I get a little bit farther from the truth 'Cause I self-sabotage, showing It's not your fault But I hate you, hate you sometimes Every time I (Every time I) And every time I do, I get a little bit farther from the truth I keep trying to fill my time without stopping That way I don't have to think through 'Cause I can't figure out How to be on my side, yeah, for real I wish I knew Can't find a single thing I've said That actually makes sense I can't move on Yeah, I self-sabotage, showing It's not that hard And every time I do, I get a little bit farther from the truth 'Cause I self-sabotage, showing It's not your fault But I hate you, hate you sometimes Every time I (Every time I) And every time I do, I get a little bit farther from the truth (Every time I) Though so far, I guess that I am losing even Though I'm trying But I hope I can make it clear that we're on The same side