You never told your family But mine were there to watch me bleed Paper cuts and poetry Pull the rug from underneath Then blame it on astrology "The stars were out of line you see It's not my fault you fell for me" Lay it out in lowercase You couldn't say it to my face Then join the list of things i hate That merely overcompensate For things i haven't figured out Like how to make somebody proud And why i'm never loved out loud Why i'm never loved out loud Take back all your compliments Your kindness has a consequence Don't think i live by common sense These silent nights have violent ends Then come back when i'm on the mend You'll be alright and i'll pretend And then i'll fall in love again Then i'll fall in love again And it's hard to breathe And i hardly sleep And my heart fell off my sleeve Will you walk me home? Will you break my bones? Will i let you leave? Sing a song and cue the rain I'll melt if you just say my name A puddle by the window pane Dissolving in your last refrain A victim of the waiting game I feel so old and you're to blame What a pity what a shame Your silence blew the candles out A smokey room a haunted house Nothing left to cry about Only room for dying now Still things i haven't figured out Like how to make somebody proud And why i'm never loved out loud Why i'm never loved out loud