Two sides fighting for control
One side tells me not to live anymore
Commit to life or commit to death
Should this be my final breath?
Peaceful thoughts are far behind
All I want is to rewind
With darkness closing in on me
Happiness I can't see
In the mirror I see myself
In the mirror that isn't me
How did this happen? The pain just grows
Why am I like this? Nobody knows
Two sides still fighting for control
Don't wanna listen to that side anymore
Side of despair, distress, and lament
Got so much to live for, did I forget?
I've hit rock bottom I feel like I'm stuck
I've hit rock bottom and there's no staircase up
This war is poison like cyanide
This ain't no joke it's suicide
In the mirror I see myself
In the mirror that isn't me
How did this happen? The pain just grows
Why am I like this? Nobody knows
This war is terrible it's hidden in plain sight
This war made me forget why I'm alive
Don't wanna lose, I won't give up the fight
I'm not gonna lose this war with my own knife