the biggest fee for our effort is not what we get but what we have become be wilful to decide organize your life decisions imply freedom frozen actions hide behind the possibilities we're keeping open don't wanna blame our false choices too heavy the burden we carry with our decisions powerless to live with changes enforce ourselves with imaginations of the future a future we won't ever see we won't ever see we won't ever see scared of consequences and the accountabilities our minds go insane spinning negative phantasies we never give up we never give up we never give up and die for our dreams sometimes the distance seems much further as it appears this decisions control our minds minds a future expectable what it will bring needs are our only bread and water everything else is luxury will i choose the right way can i identify with it someday no matter how far you go no matter which way you go struggle's a virus appearing everywhere scared of consequences and the accountabilities our minds go insane spinning negative phantasies we never give up we never give up we never give up and die for our dreams sometimes the distance seems much further as it appears