I swear I've never felt worse than I feel right now I've never felt more like myself than I feel right now A cut rose in tap water I had so much potential Maybe this is all I'm meant to be- Another tragic memory A cut rose in tap water Cut rose in tap water Go away, but don't leave me alone I wanna go home I wanna go home I wanna go Don't be selfish Don't be kind I did not choose I will not fight This is how I'm meant to be Another decision made for me Don't be selfish Don't be kind I did not choose I will not fight This is how I'm meant to be Another decision made for me I am not precious I am not precious I am not anything that's even worth protecting I tried, I tried, I tried I did my best to hide But all is said and done And I could not prevent it Go away but don't leave me alone I wanna go home I wanna go home Don't be selfish Don't be kind I did not choose I will not fight This is how I'm meant to be Another decision made for me Don't be selfish Don't be kind I did not choose I will not fight This is how I'm meant to be Another decision made for me The scales were ironic There will be no judgement day No regard for the fairness So this is no price to pay I expected nothing less and nothing more There is nothing to be sad for I can say nothing further A dying rose in tap water I can do nothing further A dead rose in tap water