Complacency is breaking me, and I can't trust my family to make me feel at home And all the things I realize I'm trying to internalize cause I feel safe alone Maybe its better off that way, I wish that you didn't feel the same Loneliness fucks with your mind and waiting doesn't pass the time when you got nowhere to go. Everything it fades away gets worn out and then decays trust me I know I keep waiting for things to change, just waiting for things to go my way Get up now don't take defeat hold on to what makes you complete, my life is all I own I can't take another day of trying to live with my pain, I've gotta let it go I won't be held down by shame, no more waiting for things to go my way