Brain loss fuck the outcome Taking all these drugs I'm crossed from the blood loss Putting up a fuss I'm done With the consequences Maybe someday I'll come to my senses Get lost if you can't talk What the fuck I gotta do to get a fucking response Paint me like a fool Every day is a risk I'm taking Maybe I'm just not worth saving Maybe I'm not Grew up squaring up fast yea I came from that block Grew up blowing my cash on shit I don't rock I won't pay for yo ass lemme know I'll spin the block Usually I'm off top but I just hit rock bottom not too long ago Motel hopping I ain't have nowhere to go And they always saying you'll figure it out Guess I'll Numb it with a couple grams right now Brain loss fuck the outcome Taking all these drugs I'm crossed from the blood loss Putting up a fuss I'm done With the consequences Maybe someday I'll come to my senses Get lost if you can't talk What the fuck I gotta do to get a fucking response Paint me like a fool Every day is a risk I'm taking Maybe I'm just not worth saving Maybe I'm just not worth saving Ain't nobody picking up the phone I'm fading It's 5 o'clock in the AM Blacked out sitting on the floor cause I'm jaded Fuck I can't lie I been looking at the sky with no reply Feeling like I wanna die Cause I defended you like no one else Your just a book I left up in the shelf