(Only boy) (I need) I don't love you today And i won't love you tomorrow I don't love you today And i won't love you tomorrow I don't love you today And i won't love you tomorrow I don't love you today And i won't love you tomorrow You've officially spent more time in my head Than time in my life As of today and so tonight i write the saddest of lines Cause everyone says it gets easier with the passing of time But i think that's just a lie Think it gets harder as it goes When everyone around you knows Not to bring that fucking name up To avoid you going ghost Cause it ties around your throat Makes a home and don't let go And it's so hard to stay afloat When it feels like the world is froze I guess i'm sad you missed the best of me Fighting with my memories Of what you think you meant to me Convince myself you'll message me But i know that's just not the case I'm honest with my awful ways So i know if you called today I wouldn't have a lot to say But please don't tell me i'm just lonely I've got a laundry list of all these fine girls i've been curving And i re-blocked you know who again Believe me i've been learning If it hurts you it ain't worth it really even being friends Even if we never speak again or never make amends Fuck it I write it down so many times but never send And i I try my hardest to forget and disappear But it's been a fucking year And every morning i'm still here saying I don't love you today And i won't love you tomorrow I don't love you today And i won't love you tomorrow I don't love you today And i won't love you tomorrow I don't love you today And i won't love you tomorrow No matter what i do I can't escape No way out No No matter what i do I can't escape No way out (Just in case we fail to recognize one another after all these years)