I know where I'm from
But I don't know where I'm going
And I gotta have a vision just to show them
This is what I want
Now they telling me to slow it
How do I slow it I'm in the moment
And they putting me on
I'm in the building
This the fast life
Sippin something and smoking purple
This the high life
Get on my level
Jump in the elevator
I've been elevating
And I'm just creating what I want to say
Put it in reverse and you press replay
I got time
But time is precious
I be puttin on myself
There is no objection
There is no bitch that will be the exception
Put that on my mama
I'mma be a goat and legend just like Johnny Drama
I be in the sauna
Getting my hot and cold
I be in a robe
Rolling with the most
Confidence cause I wanted this
What you doing is making no difference
Watch me and now you the witness
I'll be manifesting all my dreams and blessins
And they feel my vibe so they want me to be
Close to them so they close to me
That's how it goes living my life in the way that I know
Loving myself and the way that I'll grow
I know where I'm from
But I don't know where I'm going
And I gotta have a vision just to show them
This is what I want
Now they telling me to slow it
How do I slow it I'm in the moment
And they putting me on
I'm in the building
This the fast life
Sippin something and smoking purple
This the high life
Get on my level
Now I'm stuck in the limelights
I'm feeling my mind like
But it doesn't feel right
Anxiety I be coping with
So I roll a spliff and I'm smoking it
I hide my pain and my feelings deep in myself
I was just born like this
But how can I know
Who I am?
If I'm hiding from my demons
I be actin like I'm good but I always feel them breathing
They be deep inside me breeding
Always executing reasons for a worthless human being
And I slowly start to believe them
Nah fuck this shit and I'm done with this
I'm taking control
I don't want to die
I don't want to die
Like a fucking bitch
I'm not ready to go
Breathe in
Breathe out
Inhale
Exhale
I'm smoking
I'm drinking
Fuck what am I thinking?
You worthless piece of shit
Yeah I know I'm better than this
Feeling like I'm schizophrenic
With these damn emotions
Going up and down like a roller coaster
I just wanna run like I'm Raheem Mostert
I be feeling different I be feeling older
And I realize
There is no closure
I know where I'm from
But I don't know where I'm going
And I gotta have a vision just to show them
This is what I want
Now they telling me to slow it
How do I slow it I'm in the moment
And they putting me on
I'm in the building
This the fast life
Sippin something and smoking purple
This the high life
Get on my level