Picture books they never explained The answers to those puzzling games I call lifelong dreams bashed by tragedies in a daze I find the pictures in my mind I'm intoxicated by the heat of the times Head's on straight My head's in place Why's my compass taking me backwards And I keep on running home And then looking at you I look to the sky Freckles of blue seem to sting my eye I know the clouds coat the upward see in white Oh walls I stared at in photographs Memories that melt my past To the seams of the pillows Which I used to lay Not today And I'm memorizing puzzles And missing my past To the future of unknown tales And I'm begging for it back It is rock and roll without a song No a burnt out tune love's done me wrong Ways to see people to meet And hysteric laughter becomes disease I'm melting in those memories oh I Could take the chance If you could too Bend the rules I'll be memorizing puzzles And I'll be missing my own past These futures of unknown tales And I'm begging for it back Tomorrow I don't wanna feel blue The camouflage thoughts they found a new way To hide in my room Do angels cry? Do they cry for me and you? White shadows falling like snowflakes In the middle of June I can't help And I won't help God I'm falling apart Trying to save myself I'm off of the map I've lost track I'm too crazy Do you think of me When you think sad thoughts? It's the higher the climb is getting It's the harder I think I'm falling It's all I fear I'm standing here Don't need to echo away I can't help but change it's the reason I'm Going insane I can't help and I won't help Got a lost of problems Try and save yourself You're off of the edge Living life of on the edge You're too crazy And I'm stuck in between Stuck in between A sea of blank faces And socializing I can't play your blank face No veil to the games I'm not going crazy Oh the bitter trap Of a better past When memories They strangle my neck And I need a breathe I need a check before I'm crazy