Damn I can't keep on going through this shit again And Again and again and again and again Aye Why is it you got to lose before you win Damn I can't keep going through this shit again The dedication and the time I put in Feeling like I just keep starting over again If its a test I pray to god I preserver I pour my heart out I just hope they really hear it But I accept that no one really understand me And I admit sometimes I really feel alone So I get high until I reach another planet and If I Fall on my two feet where ima land My mama called me like I heard you been running them streets again Like you ain't got no reason to live She just worried, she know I'd do anything just for my kid And She remember when I brought my first Nina in the crib I done been through so much shit since then you wouldn't believe it Use to run from 12 on feet now we in traffic highspeed em And they mad they couldn't join us, try they best just to beat us My trigger finger itching nigga give me a reason Nigga give me reason, just give me a reason But I can't lose my focus it's way deeper than dreaming I've been going through the motion, my main goal is succeeding Plus I know these streets ain't got no love for me Loyalty a motherfucker Back door season in the Raq can't trust yo blood brother You niggas a mufucker Nigga try me ima Melly me a mufucker Fake love worst then hate cause at least you know just how a nigga coming See now I gotta watch the way I move can't let em sink me under Even if I fail just make the plan better I know I was born a damn winner But my desires turnt me to a sinner I'm pursuing some consider a suicide mission. But I just know my drive a lil different So every car I pull up, yea you know the windows tinted So you haters can't see inside nigga One car in the front two in the back nigga Yea I'm moving like the president when I ride nigga Only difference is our Glocks got switches We ain't playing with any nigga Yea we solving any issue Woke up 4 am murder on my mind nigga & I know this shit ain't right nigga But They did some shit that just can't be forgiven (Be forgiven) So somebody gotta die with em (Die with em) Yea Somebody gon die with em We don't really give a fuck who riding with em They gone with em Aye I been tryin' to get my mind right so I ain't been off the perc's I been locked in putting in work I'm finna drop right back to back so I been going in on every verse & I ain't gone be too quick to sign ima have a lawyer look at it first Hope it come in perfect timing I ain't gone lie it's getting harder to manage Gotta keep on going hard yea I ain't finished You can either become a part or be a witness But either way I'm going up and you stand against it Either way I'm goin' up and you can't stand against it Up and you can't stand against it