You know. This is so hard for me to do But just thinking about you hurts me inside You were so special to me baby But i gotta tell you... Sometimes at night when im lying in my bed I can feel the warmth of you body but its just in my head Im not thinking about the arguments But what was unsaid Now that your gone babygirl My life is so dead So many things are happenin That you couldnt even imagin And i have no body to turn to because of what happened Its an emptyness that Im trying to over come And the more i think about it the less i get done I regret not letting you know how i truely felt I wish i just had one more chance. To tell you how i fell In love with you after that first date How i realized that you were my soul mate No Matter what i do No Matter where i go It seems impossible to find Anybody else to take your place Cause your my spanish fly I was driving in town when i came across that spot We always used to go everytime that we fought I found myself sitting down right in front of that tree Where we would always lay down.just you and me Ive been avoiding this place for such a long time Because it just brings back the memories of you being mine And its not that i want to forget about you being in my life It just feels like my heart is being stabbed by a knife A year goes by and I never thanked the man up above For the angel he sent me Who introduced me to love Mi Princesista spanish fly If you were right here I would tell you i love you With a wispher in your ear My Spanish fly youll always be in my eyes You had my heart from the start And had me feeling paralized The love ive felt i can never explain ANd now that love is gone And im trying to maintain Thoughts of you running through my head On the daily The kind to buzz me out And it gots me going crazyy A part of me is missing because you make me whole To find another love like you is impossible