I'm tired of being afraid of myself
I am the ghost of my own existence
Keeping the failures of my life with resistance
I really need to sleep I need to shout all these voices
'Cause every time they talk to me My mind starts to bleed
My mind starts to bleed
A cold night
A cold violent vision
I spend my time asking for permission
Trapped
Trapped
Trapped in my own fears
To the edge of everything
Collapsing thoughts
Break my head
Drown me in venom
A voiceless wreck
Call me mental
Faith no more
Allow me to panic
It gets gore
Oh its magic
Break my head
Drown me in venom
A voiceless wreck
Call me mental
Faith no more
Allow me to panic
It gets gore
Oh its magic
A cold night
A cold violent vision
I spend my time asking for permission
Trapped
Trapped
Trapped in my own fears
To the edge of everything
Collapsing thoughts
My tears now feel my mistakes
Killing every piece of me
Can't make the change that you want me
Killing every piece of me
For one second of hell
Too much time wasted
No one besides me
Trying to find what's left of me
A cold night
A cold violent vision
I spend my time asking for permission
Trapped
Trapped
Trapped in my own fears
To the edge of everything
Collapsing thoughts
Break my head
Drown me in venom
A voiceless wreck
Call me mental
Faith no more
Allow me to panic
It gets gore
Oh its magic
Break my head
Drown me in venom
A voiceless wreck
Call me mental
Faith no more
Allow me to panic
It gets gore
Oh its magic
A cold night
A cold violent vision
I spend my time asking for permission
Trapped
Trapped
Trapped in my own fears
To the edge of everything
Collapsing thoughts
My tears now feel my mistakes
Killing every piece of me
Can't make the change that you want me
Killing every piece of me
My mind was made to be broken for all the words I left unspoken
Have to be aware
Must be aware
'Cause this time I'm going through hell
Voices surrounding me
Struggling for a bit of air
Voices surrounding me
THERE'S HOPE IN MY EYES
AND PAIN IN MY BLEEDINGS EYES
THERE'S HOPE IN MY EYES
AND PAIN IN MY BLEEDING EYES
Always bouncing back, staving my back breaking apart
You have to give up your pride, I'm alone in this ride
No sense, just offense in your defense
Spineless
Mindless
Lifeless
A victim of desperation no one knows how it feels
This suffocation you're about to die, oh it's real
Everything matters when you're the one that bleeds
Betray others if that's all you need
A cold night
A cold violent vision
I spend my time asking for permission
Trapped
Trapped
Trapped in my own fears
To the edge of everything
Collapsing thoughts