It's been a long cold winter without you I've been crying on the inside over you Just slipped through my fingers as life turned away It's been a long cold winter since that day It's hard to find Hard to find Hard to find the strength now but I try And I don't want to Don't want to Don't want to go on and speak now Of what's gone by Cos no matter what I say No matter what I do I cant change what happened No matter what I say No matter what I do I cant change what happened You just slipped through my fingers And I feel so ashamed You just slipped through my fingers And I have paid Cos no matter what I say No matter what I do I cant change what happened No matter what I say No matter what I do I cant change what happened No no I can't change Just slipped through my fingers And I feel so ashamed You just slipped through my fingers And I have paid.