All you ever wanted was an alibi By land or by sea you'd up and flee Each disaster housed in me Every word you've held was riptide Current to me, you ebbed and weaved A messy endtrail away from the scene Can I try to live Half a life, post whatever Or phone a friend in inclamate weather Or better off, skipping the same damn rock I've been kicking to an open pond Sometimes I feel like a fish out of water-boarding Big lie, you won't die, not just yet Got high, got lost A little bit of overgrown feeling and losing track of everyone I know (Whenever you're around) I sink like a stone (If you're not coming up, I'm not coming down) I sink like a stone (Whenever you're around If you're not coming up) I sink like a stone (I'm not coming down now) All you ever wanted was an alibi By land or by sea you'd up and flee Each disaster housed in me Every word you've held was riptide Current to me you ebbed and weaved Messy end-trails away from the scene Now I rarely see your name non- day-to-day But just so long that you're okay, then That's okay, then We'll be okay then It was December 16th, 2017, it's the lowest low I ever sank to Know even we do fall ever far and few between All you ever wanted was an alibi By land or by sea you'd up and flee Each disaster housed in me Every word you've held was riptide Current to me you ebbed and weaved Messy endtrails away from the scene Land or by sea, you'd up and see to pain soon Messy end trails away from the scene