Sadness overwhelms me with a willingness to unalive myself
I've been shaky on my faith
I've been in and out my space right now
I don't know if I should say
I still feel like it's unsafe somehow
Feel like I won't be enough
Tryna' prove that I don't bluff baby
I'm tryna' give you all this love
Mind is filled with all these plans and stuff
(I)
I still want you by my side
Dodge my ego wet my pride
I don't wanna have to lie
(Aah I ah I)
Sometimes I just wanna' die but
I'm tryna' give Jesus my life
I still got stuff on my mind
(Aah I Aah I)
My my
Why do I make pity my pride?
My my
Why do I make pity my pride?
My my
Why do I make pity my pride?
My my my my my my
Growing up
I always was a sensible child but...
There's no sense having pride in that
Look at me now
A shadow of a boy who moved galaxies
In his strife now, crossing roads in hopes
A drunk driver frees me from life
My my
Why do I make pity my pride?
I find no comfort from tying myself to loneliness
But I am hurting
And at least wish to free myself
From being your burden
It's a great pain
My my
Why do I make pity my pride?
Why do I stay ever so quiet?
This noon I witnessed a child push waves through his eyes and sighed
How does one so airily cry?
My tears tend to linger inside
Even when I desperately try
I cannot bring myself to weep as Jesus did
When He asked God to limit his tithe
Ease His pain, and prevent His suffering
Stuttering as I pray
Stumbling on a religion that keeps smothering my faith
I keep cluttering my space
It's...
*Sigh*
Bobby?
Bobby, you there?