Is everybody so certain
Or am I the only one who's over thinking lately
These days nobody do curtains
Not afraid of the stains that they carry lately
Can't be relaxed that's for certain
When I kick back I've been seeing warning lately
How could you tell if I'm a good person
Do you know if the devil's not lurking in me
And I've been tryna keep him out
I ain't doing too well
I don't have this figured out
I know a few shawties
But the queen's a small amount
I've been tryna think straight
But keep running your mouth
I need
I need peace from my enemies
Peace from my friends
I need Peace from my frenemies
Told that boy to piss off and am not giving apologies
Cluttering my space so my demons don't get time to breathe
Heathen but they all know I'm a strong believer
Want me feature you I cannot believe ya
I'm still by your side but you don't need me
Lately I've asking God for less and less of me
Cause it's hard be me when I'm tryna like you
(I'm good am fine I'm good I'm fine I'm good)
Cause it's hard to be me it's hard to be me
Love and affection
Am trying to learn my lesson
I can't go on with the guessing
I can't even think of messing around
These days I feel like we never pass it around
It get messy tend to dribble like Messi
So we fall down for the wrong people
Although the timing is still with out an error
It hurts so niggaz forced to pretend they villain error
I just saw a friend I last saw in primary school I thought I'd never
Well Jerry it's your turn take it home nigga
Wait!
Sorry I ain't finished yet
I gotta keep on going cause I'm stuck up some selfish shit
I'm tryna be best version of me but I still feel like shit
How am supposed to be God's child when I don't feel like it
Keep saying I'm the realest shit when all I feel is counterfeit
That lust I can't get rid of it. It seems I love the thrill of it
And you just caught a glimpse of my profanity, insanity
And all the things I hide but they ain't leaving me
(Ashamed of me yet!)
SOMEBODY TURN OFF THE GRAVITY
24 hours stressing
60 minutes of aggression
One thousand two hundred forty seven seconds guessing
Who am I supposed to be?
Who stay alone for me?
It Hurts more
But I know that God gonna be more for me
I'm wondering if you could use me
Probably to be a better version
Of a version of me that would loose me
I was lost for a minute I'm running the track to track the last time
I was gonna be first for a second
Cause I'm only second guessing
Every single freaking lesson