I am drowning and buried this blurry December I don't want this to bleed know now into next year In the days I am trying, struggling to remember How it was when my heart left known for free Just so all the world to leave me Behind at least wait till I put on my wings Who does them all for bigger things But I'm anxious and envious of People who live like they're done tonight And I'm careless and restless and I Wish I could just close my eyes and fly Winter comes and the colds and I won't ever feel it All I have is this jacket and a madly cool breeze I know life's spent well I've been treated well But for once I've just want to be vain Cause I've been to the sea and lighter wave But I'm anxious and envious of People who live like they're done tonight And I'm careless and restless and I Wish I could just close my eyes and fly Da da da da da... Whoo I will fly tonight Da da da da da... Wish I could fly tonight I am drowning and worry this blurry December I don't want this to bleed know now into next year But I'm anxious and envious of People who live like they're done tonight And I'm careless and restless and I Wish could just close my eyes and fly Da da da da da... Whoo I will fly tonight Da da da da da... Wish I could fly tonight