Wide awake again it seems I was dreaming
I wait in darkness for the memories to fade
Wide awake again it seems I was screaming
For a sense of safety to return before I dare to sleep again
I can't escape
Fuck
Forgive me, I've lost my way
Yet again, I can't face the day
The weight, of being stuck in this state
Begins to drag me down again
I feel insane
I wish that the abyss
Would stop staring back at me
I wish this emptiness
Would stop eating away at me
And I wash that this hatred
Would just leave me be
Leave me be
Wide awake again it seems I was dreaming
I cry in silence, paralysed again
Wide awake again it seems I was screaming
I wish I could close my eyes but the memory remains
It's haunting me
The nightmares lurk in the shadows
To leave me empty and hollow
Empty and hollow
The fear remains
And I don't feel better
I feel insane
The void calls me
And I can't face the day
Yet again I fail
Paranoid and dazed
The void calls me
And I can't escape
Wide awake again
Paralysed again
Spiralling again
Closer to the edge
Hanging by a thread