I see the ashes drifting
In the wind
My former self
In darkness I am slipping
Into the arms of death
I stand above my casket
My corpse a raging blaze
All that was once
Forgotten
Scattered without a trace
Visions of the life I led now slowly fade to black
What's done is done
The pain is gone
There is no turning back
By the thoughts I have been silenced
But a whisper of the damned
I slip into oblivion
I have but one regret
Now I see where I went wrong
Fought these thoughts for far too long
Empty heart
Chaotic mind
I turn to drugs
And suicide
All alone within myself
Never speaking of what I felt
As these four walls barricade me
Within my mind of misery
I write these words to you in my own blood
All is me
Now drifts away
Visions of the life I led now slowly fade to black
What's done is done
The pain is gone
There is no turning back
By the thoughts I have been silenced
But a whisper of the damned
I slip into oblivion
I now have no regrets
In the darkest void of my mind
The waves of madness pull me under
Trapped in this endless cold
The seas of thoughts have swallowed my soul
Visions of my skin crawling
Voices in my head calling
My soul has been forsaken
Fuck this life
I'd rather be dead
Visions of my skin crawling
Voices in my head calling
My soul has been forsaken
Fuck this life
I'd rather be dead
I'd rather be dead
Fuck this life
I'd rather be dead
You're not alone
You're not alone
You're not alone
You're not alone