I didn't want to believe it
But now there's nothing here for me
I didn't want to admit it
But I made you suffer because of it
Something about me is changing
I've never felt so disconnected
If you didn't get the message yet
Leaving me is your best bet
I always knew I'd surrender
I saw it coming from miles away
A Fucking life of pretending
How could I ever explain it again?
Something about me is changing
I've never felt so disconnected
If you didn't get the message yet
Leaving me is your best bet
Cause I have to live
With everything I ever did
Don't want to add you to the list
The list of things I've abandoned
It might come across as selfish
I'm just trying to be honest
Never knew how to feel
Only how to fear
It might come across as selfish
I'm just trying to be honest
Never knew how to feel
Only how to fear
Selfish
Honest
Never knew how to feel
Only how to fear