Pulled myself out the gutter bout five years or so ago
And I've been a ghost between plains ever since, I took the aim and I missed
I put the blame on myself because at the end of the day
It's not like someone had a knife to my throat
This the life of a Toad, drowning
It's astounding cause to my right there's a boat
It's like I knew the difference, life is bitter sweet conviction
If you chewing on forbidden fruit you're likely to bloat
Violet, I'm turning violet
Send me up the chocolate river, put gobstoppers where my eyes went
Every past that I ever had is ever lasting
Forever grasping that my hefty raps are very vast
No I don't want to hang out
It's not you, I promise it's me creeping with fangs out
My trust issues only allow me to go as far as my hope for humanity
So come back in a week when it vanishes
Keep with closing both my eyelids
Ropeless when the tide shift, hoping you don't find this
Doom paintings on the wall to remind myself to stick the path, keep the hits in ya lab
This is all you, hundred percent with the self worth
No offense, but it's myself first, then the rest of Earth
...I can at least rely on myself
And that's a barely at most, I be a ghost with the stealth
Until it's 5 tapes later, putting weight on the belt
Something waiting to melt, any proximity swelters
Skeletons in the street, such a measure of all this Helter
Skelter is what the weak call it with a temper
This another summer day all cooped up
Coffee in my cool mug, Stool with the booth snug
Let the world end, we need a reset
Too much damage, we gotta start over clean fresh
I hate all this around me