Sleeping with one eye open head on my pillow Wishing for some closure man I'm sitting in the middle Looking in the mirror god I'm trying to solve the riddles what's the meaning of all this Bullshit I feel belittled Dwelling on my problems and they start to feel so little Sitting in my car cuz I'm praying for acquittal Asking for some guidance cuz im tipping on the edge keep off the ledge enjoy my life instead of being miserable miserable miserable sad sap Needing the answers for who I can be relatable feat accepting my enemies all of their Reveries blessings on all of my enemies forgetting the negative memories Latching onto all the positive energies Give me the strength Give me the strength Give me the strength Give me all my confidence Please take the pain with my incompetence Take me with you take my hand guide me through All the tears, all the pain, all the names, all the same, all the things, they come back, Don't look back I'll be blessed Pray to the lord my soul to take I'll be blessed All of the loss has become too much A series of unfortunate events that didn't make the book A scripture written in a void of unexpected doubt I'm dodging all the clout turning water into wine I. The middle of a drought staying off the liquor as well as all of the things that fuck me over me quicker there's a funny little story about a girl.or 2 or 3 or even more well fuck me When was the last time that I can say I've done me I'm living through the chaos in this world and it's just me I don't see a point see everyone is fake and I'm tired of all of the people trying to tell me to stay safe Safety is a blessing and you better not forget Everydays a gift so you better cherish it Keep in touch with all jesus and you better not forget I'll be blessed Pray to the lord my soul to take I'll be blessed